|ALL THE COLOURS ARE LEAVING ME|
It was never easy keeping my colour it was once vibrant running through me the happiness I felt neverending.
That was until after school when my life started tumbling into darkness. I had no idea who I was I still dont. The more confused I got the faster my colour faded. My gender. My sexuality. Me....all a blur now. I hide knowing I will never be loved or understood not even by my family...how can they except me when I cant even except myself I am destined to die alone. All I truly want is to be loved by someone anyone but because of these complications no one has ever stayed long enough for me to get close. So this is what my life has become darkness noone to reach out to.....all colour has left me.